This article it a total contradiction to every other post I have written about going out on nature and landscape photography shoots. I am a true believer in planning photography shoot, okay a true believer in over planning my photography shoots. Today, I am happy to put my foot in my mouth, and say I was wrong. I recently visited The Outer Banks of North Carolina, a place that I have never had the opportunity to visit let alone to photograph. The trip wasn’t meant for shooting anything in particular it was actually a meant for a retreat from life. I guess the saying is true, photographers never really do take vacations.
Lately I have felt like I am in a rut in life, business, creative…everything. I’ve felt as if I only wake to serve others and deal with issues caused by others. Over the past year, year and a half small little things that have occurred in my life that escalated into huge issues that have no solution and honestly no prospect of closure any time soon. In December, I was completely walloped and overcome by them. I had a funny feeling that things were going to go bad but it seemed like no matter what I said or what I did, beforehand mattered to the person I was trying to protect and it was all completely disregarded by them. Now, I’m putting out brush fires that keep popping up everywhere and frantically trying to stay strong to keep up with everything because I am their caregiver. In hindsight, I see now that I was failing at keeping things together.
When all this started happening I slowly began drifting away from exploring different areas, learning about photography and shooting for both practice and to sell. When I did have an opportunity to get out to shoot, I struggled to find something to photograph. I struggled with the plan and on the shoot location. I eventually, could not “see” the beauty that was in front of me and for the past six months I have not created a single photograph out of love of the art. I finally started to realize that things were taking a toll on me and how I see the world; I was depressed and fell into a rut, not just creatively but spiritually too. I felt broken by all of this mess going on around me.
I know I am being vague about the issues but it is too personal and pertains to a close family member of mine, and in all honesty the nature of the issues and major incident that happened are irrelevant to the story anyway. I would just like to give you a glimpse of my mindset going into my trip to the Outer Banks. I’m sure that at some point in your life there has been an overwhelming incident that you can relate the emotional drain to.
My boyfriend had actually brought the idea of us going away up to me and I loved the idea but I wasn’t sure if I could get away from everything. My boyfriend goes there every year for a “guys” fishing trip and raves about the beauty of the place all the time; he has the most beautiful smile on his face when he returns. And of course he always talks about his nemesis fish called Red Drum; for some reason this fish is plentiful down there but he hasn’t caught one. He has caught everything else but this illusive fish…trust me I witnessed it firsthand on our trip. While we were there we fished at the Cape Hatteras Point. I watched two men, twenty minutes apart, on either side of us catch a 40 and 44 inch Red Drums; it was one of those moments where you just have giggle in disbelief. Maybe on our next trip down there he’ll get one :).
Anyway, back to the story. Even though I loved the idea of going away with him, my heart wasn’t fully into the trip until we had actually arrived in the Outer Banks. I did no preparation and research of the locations available to photograph. In all honesty, I think I only checked the weather once and that was just to pack my bag. My mindset was so bad I actually considered not taking my camera with me at all, my boyfriend on the other hand knew better. He knew of the place and knew that I would love to photograph them; he insisted that my camera and gear went.
We arrived in the Outer Banks about 10 o’clock Thursday night, and it was like a light switch in my brain; I knew the moment we hit the island that I was going to enjoy being there. The smell of the salt air, the ocean mist on my skin was so relaxing. Our hotel backed up to the beach, at high tide about 30 feet away from the beach, so we dropped our bags in the hotel room and bolted over the sand dunes. The wind was chilled and we missed the moon rise but the sky was full of stars and the sound of the rolling waves were rhythmically crashing ashore. I felt at peace standing there with my toes in the sand. I instantly saw items along the shore that I liked and wanted to try and photograph the proceeding morning at sunrise.
Every spot we went on our three day trip I saw both natural and mad-made beauty. There was still signs of damage to property from several of the past hurricanes. There were remnants of man-made items along the beaches, there were still boarded up places and signs of total beach wash out all over the place but there was still an abundance of beautiful to the location.
The rich history of the islands and the beauty intrigued me, so much so that my creative juices were flowing again. I was full of energy; I wanted to see everywhere I possible could and photograph everything along the way. We even found a piece of a shipwreck that the ocean uncovered on the beach during one of the storms. Almost 14 inch of beach had washed away during the storms uncovering this weathered, aged timber with different sized steel bars protruding out everywhere. We believe it’s a Keel of an old wooded ship. I saw Pelicans for the first time; I rode a ferry for the first time too. I think we drove every inch of beach on Cape Hatteras and Ocracoke Island and it was great!
I have learned some very valuable lesson from this trip that I will never forget. As for the lessons pertaining to photography, as photographers we are emotionally connected to our creations. When our mindset is off, our creations will no longer come from the passion we hold for the art of photography but the ritual or routine we have with our tools. I have also learned that not everything in photography has to be planned out in order to create beautiful nature and landscape photograph. Having an itinerary of where you are going and what you are shooting is great but sometimes flying by the seat of your pants and seeing the world with virgin eyes can be just as rewarding…especially if your adventure includes some on special.
About the Author and Photographer:
Melissa Fague is an emerging nature and landscape photographer from Bear, Delaware USA. In just a few short years her work has been published over two dozen times and she has won multiple national and international awards for her beautiful photographs. Her most recent accomplishment is her first published photograph in an international publication with a worldwide distribution, “Landscape Photography Magazine”. Melissa is passionate about the art of photography and nature. Exploring areas and creating photographs is her form of stress relief and art therapy, but she also loves to share her visions so that others can enjoy. Her goal is to one day be ranked among the most famous nature photographers in the world. All of Melissa’s nature and landscape photographs are available for purchase, visit Pi Photography and Fine Art.